Especially being in love, 

w the same person. For 4 years. 

Tons of things can happen. & will happen. 

Ups & downs is definite. 

But as times passes. 

Things would start changing. 

Be it good or the bad.. :)

Compromises is a need. 

But how much can 1 take exactly ?

-

Apologized ? Promised ? Make up ? 

Where are them exactly ? 

It's just plainly words. 

Words without a real meaning. 

Lol .... 

Hurt , Teared , Dazed , Cried .

Nothing actually changed. 

None .. 

But seriously, this damn heart. 

Just doesn't know when to quit & give up. 

Wondered , puzzled , thoughts ...

Nothing found .

- 

In the very end ... 

It's still the same .

I love you & I misses you .... 

Still wants to be back in your arms. 

Feel your body heat & touches. 

Be near to you, next to you ... 

Even if it means to be ended ..

W a total broken heart, 

as in near unfunctional, soon. 

Makes me wonder too ..

Why am I being this way ? 

Like such a "slut" in a way ? 

Lol .... 

Love is just the strange-est , weirdest thing. Ever. 

P/s : I'm still hurt. Really really hurt.. 

But so what ? Right ?.... =)