dad made me a big cup of black thingy water..
tasted like pi pa gao but a weird one. haah..
touched ttm . =]

perhaps cause he heard me coughing badly.

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drank dwn tons of water..
be it cold or warm..

but my temperture still aint dropping .
struck ard 38degree . lol .
how great it could be man?

somehow, my head feels weird ..
not quite funtioning well.. sarks ttm.
body seems kinda light or rather numbed .
but my hands felt kinda heavy.. weird. =]

lets see if it might raise to 39degree . haaah !
then it'll be truely, *high* !

skipped my meal, again.. no weikou .
or rather, eatting seems troublesome ?
lazy to chew & bite.. hah . =]

&nw, feel like crushing onto my bed .
tired, shagged ttm ..

cia0s . =]

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do u understand the feeling of..

wanting some1 u love to be by ur side ?
just when u're feeling so sick & terrible .

the yeaning , the urge .

no, u just wont understand .
cause u wont even give a fking god dam care .
yet, im still silly-ing hoping for it. =]

im not even asking/hoping u would come over my house.
to bring me out to see the doc .. i dont even need that .
i'd rather have u by my side & see u, rather then the doc ?
i know u cant cure me of my sickness, but u can make me better, somehow.
at least i'd feel much more happier & xin fu..

did u even know, ur care & concern .
is what i fcuking need & wanted now? =']

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