wad am i suppose to say?

say that ur words hurt me?
ur actions make me feel sad?

how can i tell that to u?

it was u who pushed me away.
so dun fking say all those to me..

do u fking know how i fking feel?
arghhhhhh... zzzzzzzzzz..

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&nub u..
dun fking treat me so gd can?

stop doin so many things for me..
eu know where my heart is..
&eur treatin me so gd.. make me feel..
so fkin god dam guilty can?

i really duno hw to take it..

sometimes i feel..
i really dun deserve eu.
eu can find some1 so much better..

all i ever gave eu..
was my fking nonsense & craps..
&my selfishness? hahaha..

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all this fking emotions..
arghhhh.. fk it.. _l_

i really cant take it..

it hurts so much..
with him hurtin me deep.
&me hurtin eu in one way or another..
hurts to see eu being hurt by me..
so in the end, it still reflects back to me.

outcome is still the same..
im still the fking c`b 1 too.

i really dunno what to do..
for god sake.. my head hurts.
&my heart hurts too.....

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