menses..
1st day..
cramps..

headaches..
& irregular fevers.
are getting onto me..

dizzyness _l_ .

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seriously..
perhaps. today aint my day bahx..

i really wonder..
are all those eu said to me lies?
are they said for the sake of saying?
but somehow.. i still believed.
maybe im just dumb bahx?

i believed.. its real & true.
but another half of me is wondering.

idk idk idk..

it hurts..
alot. fcking lot..

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im weak enough now..
seriously.

i haven totally recover frm the previous blow.

so.. please.
if eu dun mean it..
dun say it.. dun tell me all those.

just when im starting to believe.
it all just came breaking down..

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