i feel so dead. lols..
mood's just..
getting from bad to worst.

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im never good enough.
no matter what i did for u..
im never right.
always in the fault, in the wrong..

nth's gonna change the fact..

maybe u dont mean that.
but u made me felt that way..

i dunno..
i really dunno..
bout wad u feel actually.

u wont say.
u wont tell.
no matter wad..

&.. its just making me suffer...

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what the fcking hell should i do?

im feeling dam lost..
fck it fck it fck it...
arghhhhhhhh.

im really tired..
feeling so sick right now.
teh giddyness.
teh gastric.
teh nausea.

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tears that are cold like ice.
pirecing me deeply..

u, from time to time.
just hurting me...
unknowningly -

but prolly.. it would..
just remain unknown to u.. (;
if i continue to play dumb.
&says nothing at all..

maybe cause..
u're just not senstive bahx?
or.. iszit cause..
u just dont bother to care?

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pardon my emo post.
i just need to let it out.
gomen...

i can only let out here.
cause he will nv know.. (;

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