#190. ` Guilt? ♥
Monday, September 22, 2008 | 7:28 AM | 0 comments
wanted to post ytd..but net suddenly went dwn.
D;
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went out to TPY with..
mummy&aunts ytd.
the trip was kinda boring.
but well.. its expected? D;
shopp-ed ard..
bought some clothes..
wanted to buy new phone.
but had some disagreement,
with mummy.. ( ~ ___ ~ )
then ended up nv buy..
so yea.. im still struck with..
my spoiled&old phone..
bahhhhhhhs ~
[ i wanted a hello kitty phone.
dam chio lurhs... ;((
but mummy dun wan..
she insist i buy a samsung de. -_-
but i dun wan give in. D; ]
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i know it..
that u treat me gd.
i know that..
u care for me.
but i dont worth all this.
not really very sure?
but.. i kinda know that..
i said words that made u unhappy.
&said words that made u upset?
idk.. i really dont know. D;
thanks for all that u've done.
to try made me happy
&to cheer me up.. really.
im greatful..
but idk wad i can do for u.
for i am afraid to fall anymore...
&i've kinda made up a decision.
its unfair to u too.. also.
i know.. it might hurt u.
sorry QQ** ..
perhaps that's wad i can say..
for the best now.
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i've lost the courage..
to love again. (;
at least for now..
being too afraid.
of another broken heart..
another scar inflicted...
call me coward or wadever.
i dont care. ;D
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i'd rather choose.
to be loved then to love now.
kowaii.
kokoro..
iitai.







