maybe eu still love her alot bahx?
tats wad i felt and thought..
after reading eur memories.

i just cant helped but felt tat way..
very strongly..

i know.. maybe.. im thinking..
too much again bahx?

idk...

maybe bahx..

im trying.. to kip a distance.
leavin.. some space for eu..

i.. dun wanna.. eu..
to get sick & tired of me..

dun wan eu to feel..
tat im too sticky..
or.. ctrl-ing eu?

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while reading eur memories,
i was habing this tots in mind.

will i be able to ment the hole?
[that she left behind on eu.]
am i fit to fill it up for eu?
[ke yi ma?]
is it even possible?
[i dunno.]

i wondered..
& pondered..

again.. while reading on..
other thoughts began to pop up.

will i be able..
to make eu love again?

-

maybe.. im reali..
thinking far too much bahx?

but..
i gort.. kinda strange i guess?

all this thoughts..
is creeping up on me..
leaving me stranded..
on no where.............

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[ ps: all this was written ytd. didnt manage to post it up due to my net failure. yet again. *bahhhhsss* and my net is finally up. (wrote this in my notepad.) ;D ]

and erms.
continue of it.. ;)
[after my fone cor with him.]

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maybe..
i shd hab more fate in him bahx..
maybe..
im just being stupid bahx?
maybe..
i shdnt think tat way bahx?

just..
full of all the maybe(s)..
in my mind & head now.

but..
i just dun hab..
the confidence.. in myself..

-

i know.. i kinda gort teh..
疑心病. which alot of gers hab.
but.. i didnt want that too...
its just.. nature bahx?

-

爱你的心是真的。
但，还是很害怕。

因为在乎。

不敢拥有，因为害怕失去。

我真的不知道要这么形容，
我此时此刻的心和想法。。。

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im feeling kinda lost right now.
save me out of it pls?

H.E.L.P * -

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ps: ilu. &, *lost of words*

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[ Song Of Teh Dae ]

= . What I Need - by DeepSide . =



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