strangers to frens.
frens to bestie.
bestie back to strangers?

this feeling sarks so much.. im telling myself not to think so much.. but i just cant help it.. a few tyms tears dropped apon thinking.. we used to be so close.. chatted on teh fone omost every single nights.. and eu shared with me wad happened to eu.. we nv once ran out of topics to sae or chat.. and eu would oways cor me chat till eu go slp.. its bcame a routine in my life..

but now? we seems to be like strangers again.. i dunno wad went wrong? my hart aches alot.. i feel like im losing a fren.. and a reali gd one..

*ben nui.. wo men shi bu shi lian pen you dou bu shi le?* i cant help but feel this way..

maybe virtual frens are meant to be kept virtual bahx? i dun eva regret treating my virtual fren like my real life frens.. at least i know i treat them whole harted.. ;) i seriously dunno.. and my hart.. reali aches a hell lots.. -dammit- *arghs*


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i've just bathed and eaten my breakfast.. the weather is so freaking hot.. haiis..

maple-ed & audi-ed last night.. with pprb.. ;) my wawa lvl 136 le.. 14 more lvls.. and ima slack alot le.. but i wonder will i gort teh motivation to train summore? maybe unless gort 4x bahx.. ~__~ my 1 and onli motivation.. *rahhhss*

and ima so broke nw! i nid mesoooo~ ;(( ani kind souls wanna donate me? ;/ im in debt.. *sobs!* so sian.. but gladly.. got pprb de accompany.. that made me so happi.. ty.. <3

J.. told me he love me.. and i seriously.. dun believe it.. AT ALL.. ;D he's a hongster.. tats wad alot of our frens told me.. ;) well.. i dun care if he's a hongster or not.. but just a feeling tat told me.. i canort believe him.. im clearly aware of wad happened b4.. well.. i just wanna sae.. ACTIONS SPEAKS LOUDER THEN WORDS.. ^^ he himself know wad i meant.. ;)

aniway.. i just dun kinda be bothered.. nw i onli care bout a few ppl tats reali impt in my life.. ;3 my parents ; darling manda ; my buddys ; my gans & PPRB~ ;D i onli nid them.. they are wads v impt to me nw.. pls pls pls dun leave me yea? ;/ ty in advance.. <3


我不能，
我不想，
我不可以，
失去你们。

要不然，我真的会迷失我的方向。

i guess.. i might.. even break dwn bahx? ;)
sry if i seems useless.. im tired to be strong..
i reali need.. some one to yi kao on..

对不起。我很懦弱。
因为我真的累了。。。



ps: i miss those time we spend on teh fone tgt.. eur craps, eur jokes, eur life, eur everything.. i wanna be part of them too.. i dun wanna lose eu as a fren.. wo men de you qing zhe me le? sry if i abit over mention it.. and dun wry.. i dun love eu.. i onli like eu as a fren.. cos eu're reali nice..


to pprb: thanks alort for eur accompany.. reali.. i meant it.. ;) and i enjoy it alot.. xie xie ni.. and remb wad eu promised me.. dun forget it.. *smiless* <3

to marvin: wad happened noob attacker? eu reali shocked me.. and seriously.. share to me wad eu think and feel.. dun sae no 1 understand.. eu nv sae.. eu nv know.. ok? ;((



- Song Of Teh Dae -

[ Before I Fall In Love - by Coco Lee ]




pprb sang it to me.. ;o &, i feel this song reali meaningful.. so i decided to post it up.. ;D its reali touching.. <3
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