didnt online ytd..
due to my connection failure..
yert again.. (yes! again.. -_-)

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well.. woke up early ytd too..
i know im being weird and strange..
for those hu knows me.. shd know y..

and i was being so not me too.. ;)

did lotsa things which i hated..
and while doing those stuff,
i hurt myself a few times..

teh fan *landed* on my foot..
when i shifted it.. lols..
my foot's swollen.. omost bleeded..
i dunno why too.. hahas...
&, cutted myself when i was vac-in teh floor..

didnt mind all those and continued..
limp-in all teh way.. lols.. felt kinda weird..
didnt feel much of the pain... ;D

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i just needed something..
to take things off my mind...

but. i guess.. it didnt work much...

well.. i did those stuff till bout evening...
when everything was finally done..
went to take a bathe.. &, maybe..
dere was too much of a penny of a thought?

wanted hab a sleep de.. due to my tired-ness..
but strangly.. i couldnt get to sleep.. hahas..
rotted and my bed.. and suddenly..
my parents said they wanna go out do some stuff..

so yea.. they went out.. leaving me alone at home..
and i stared into the tv.. then thunder storm came..
&, out of teh sudden.. *poofs*... ~_____~
lights all went out.. (well.. in short.. blackout..)

well.. i wasnt allowed to go on my electric..
due to the thunder and lightings.. so...
i dragged myself.. to teh living rm..
stared to outside.. and i went into a daze again..

after teh rain bcome smaller.. (lesser lightning..)
i went out on teh electric.. and went back..
into my room.. and continued..
dazing....

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im glad.. he finally replied.. ;)

i will respect wad he wants..
but i know.. that its impossible..
i feel that.. we cant.. go back to being..
wad we used to be... i hope we can...
but i just know.. its kinda hard....

and i just wanna admit.. for this once..
i broke down.. and cried...

plus.. it rained outside.. i really got the argue..
to go out.. and just stand dere.. hahas...

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i need some time.. to change back..
sorry.....

&, i beg eu.. dun apologise to me..
no matter wad.. hao ma? ty.

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ps: 我有很多的心里话想对你他说。
但，什么都太晚了，以不管经要了。
只要他高兴，开心。什么都无所谓。
我只在乎他。其他的，都不重要了。
就把那些话都埋在心底吧。 ;))

hopefully.. eu will find.. teh special 1..
tats meant for eu soon..

&, lastly.. smile more pls..
cos i care..
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