maybe.. its just all misunderstanding? idk.. but it seems far too late.. to do anithing nw..


he wouldnt listen to me.. maybe its my fault? for not trusting him more.. but insercure and fear creep into me.. made me strange and weird.. for so mani daes.. ytd.. was the 1st dae.. eu didnt contact me.. i sms-ed eu.. and waited for eur reply till the wee hrs..

and while feeling v insercure.. i happen to stumble onto eur blog.. and read it.. eur blog post.. add on to it.. aniway.. its all too late now.. no matter wad.. its all too late oreadi..


the moment i logged on.. and saw eur cpl slot was empty.. my hart broke.. but i held on to my tears.. ;) i've been strong.. but onli for just a few moments.. i pm-ed jater di.. he ask me not to think so much.. well.. i logout.. and went into dior.. was hoping.. eu didnt break.. i put my last hope into it.. but well.. i was wrong after all.. for all this.. i still held strong onto my tears.. not letting it flow..

i went into the rm.. wanting to talk to eu.. and clarify my doubts... but.. eu just wouldnt.. i know eu're pissed off.. i wanna know the reason.. but eu just pushed me away.. and.. i broke dwn.. i cried on the fone while talking with jater di.. but i think he didnt know at first.. but sooner or later.. he found out i guessed..

aniway.. thanks jater di.. for trying consoling me.. <3


心如刀割的滋味，
是多么不好受的。。

一切都来不及挽回了。

都是我的错吧。

如果我信任你多一点的话，
这些事情就不会发生了。。

就算我多么的不设的。
就算我多么的想挽回。
也已经与事无补了。。

我真的好后悔。。


its just me and my regrets..
all this misunderstandings...
all this stupid tearss..
nth will chg.. i shd be left alone..
to repent for myself.. =)
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