da loneliness???
Saturday, March 31, 2007 | 11:19 AM | 0 comments
hmm.. feelin sho nort mie.. hahax.. doin alot stupid things.. LOLx.. wonder wad i hab been doin ne? mayb reflectin on muhself bahx? hahax.. feelin empty,strange n lonely... sum wad feelin like i lost half ob mie? hmm.. bu chi dao... but i noe dere's a emptiness inside mie... but... reason: unknown worhx.. mayb... hmmm... everydae wake up, on muh com, watch abit anime den go bak slp le.. den mid nitex wake up again.. den grab sumthing eat.. watch anime again.. update blog.. watch bak anime yert again den slp again.. LOLx.. ima pig.. xD muh life cycle.. lolx.. n dere's da big big empty spot inside mie.. hahax.. sum tym.. will jux daydream, stare into da space n bcome blurblur.. dunno wad ima thinkin oso.. sum tym even listen to some songs, sudden emo, w/o reasons, tears start to fall n drop, rollin dwn muh face.. when i discover, im oreai cryin.. hahax.. stupid rite? hmm... dere's tym when i wake up, notice muh face wib tears.. hahax... watashi baka desu~!! x)) those unknown tears... dunno wad to do... haiix.. feel sho lost..darling manda~~ cheer up k? he will be bak soon! 3 daes onli.. v fast de... =D ib eu miss him, cor him lorhx.. waiwai eur dear ne~!! i believe he will be v happi de.. when eu cor him sae eu miss him.. xD hai you wo pei ni ma~! x)) silly ger.. todae 2.4 wish eu luck n hope eu nv injured eurself worhx.. careless ger~~ dunno hw to take care ob eurself de.. RAWR~~!!! yao xiao xin worhx~!
ii guess... i reali reali nid to take sum tym bahx.. eu entered muh life too deep n much le.. w/o eu nw feel sho strange.. hahax.. 4th nitex, woke up cryin.. lolx.. tried to slp longer oso cant... haiix.. ii sum tym jux wonder y? y m i lyk tis? silly mie.. mayb... im still hopin tat.. 1 dae... eu might return.. but i guess its impossible bahx.. hahax.. i hope eu're happi wib eur ger.. =D eu hab muh blessin wib her.. ^^ take care silly boii.. da bendan~!! -wo hai shi ai ni- bahx?? bu chi dao...
ok bahx.. let mie try n go bak catch sum slp..
zhen de hao leii worhx... hahax...
tc~~ nitex every1~ <33>
*muackx + huggies~* x))
oyasumi~ mata ne~~~